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[Feb. 19th, 2005|09:56 pm] |
so yes, I have a new journal. I have been writing in that one lately. its ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) _sumwonzprayer_ So add me as a friend if you'd like. This is the end of Rabiebaby! |
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[Feb. 10th, 2005|04:49 pm] |
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YAY for foot lotion. |
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[Feb. 6th, 2005|01:09 am] |
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i would just like to say, I FUCKIN HATE CATS!!! |
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[Jan. 2nd, 2005|01:13 am] |
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"...You look cuter when you cry anyway...." What a fuckin asshole. |
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[Jan. 1st, 2005|03:32 am] |
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so its like 3:30 in the fucking morning, I am trying to walk quietly through my house to get to my bedroom. But since my parents are painting the living room there is plastic all over the floor. So I am trying to walk as quietly as I can into my room, but since there is plastic on the floor and nothing in the living room, the sound of the plastic crunching echoes. Go me!
ANyway, Kyle met the mudder. He said it wasn't as bad as he thought it was gonna be. Whatever that means. But yeah, he busted out teh computer talk and now my mom likes him. I was like so did I find a good one now? Because she has never said she likes any of the guys I liked before, until now. She was like yeah, he seems nice I like him. HAHAHAHa now meeting my dad. Tehe. Anybody who can survive that is a keeper. Anyway, it went well. Except for the fact that my brother used all my time up talking about mother fuckin video games. |
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[Dec. 31st, 2004|08:48 pm] |
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Happy New Year everybody!!!! |
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| To all the door mats. . . |
[Dec. 30th, 2004|10:43 pm] |
| [ | I feel: |
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| [ | music |
| | Sweet Dreams(are made of these) by Marilyn Manson | ] |
Girls are so fucking retarded. I hate how they let guys walk all over them. Why is it that I am the only girl I know that is actually NOT affraid to voice opinions about things? I think that it is just fucking retarded. Why do girls think they need to change into what their boyfriends want them to be. Frankly if he didn't like you for who you are now, he never liked you to begin with.
You can't tell me how much you don't like the things your boyfriend does then all of the sudden bust out with "I love him". Because if you are willing to talk shit about your boy then you must not really love him as much as you think you did.
Here I see, day after day, this certain girl, talk about all the things she does to make this guy notice her. But sometimes, its not about going out of your way to get noticed. It's when you don't go out of your way at all, you just act like yourself and you get noticed. THAT is when you find somebody really special. But no matter how many times I try to tell people my theory on this. NOBODY will believe it. So oh well. Especially this girl, she just won't let this one guy go. I see her bending over backwards for him. It pisses me off soo much. She cuts herself because of him, she wants to kill herself because of him. And the stupidest part about the whole thing, is that he wants nothing to do with her. She knows it too, but won't believe it. So she continues to bend over backwards for him. I cant even talk to her, because it makes me so mad. She is a door mat. She lets guys walk all over her. If a guy told her to fucking jump off a bridge she would totally do it.
oh well i think im done now. It just really makes me mad to see that I am the only girl that actually has a head on her shoulders. And that is pretty sad ya know. |
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[Dec. 29th, 2004|01:20 pm] |
last night was great. Then after all teh Greatness me and Jen went to burger king. It was funny, we pulled up to the drive thru at 11:53 because we are such losers. It was fun though.
Well I got to go. My mom got this new vacuum and I wanna try it out. |
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[Dec. 27th, 2004|11:39 am] |
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Last night was fun. I went to see Meet the Fockers, it was okay not as good as the first one. Then me and Jen went out to eat with Kyle. It was funny because his friends called him about some game and he kept going on and on about it. I had grilled cheese. I was craving it all day, but when it got time to eat it I dont feel good. I seriously had to try hard no to gag. I dunno why. We were out past 11 and my mom called Denise wondering where I was at. Well than Denise called Jen and was like Rachel's mom if furious you guys need to come home. Yea My mom wasnt furious, she just wanted ne home at 11 because I guess I have a curfew that she is going to stick to now. So we went home.
I got online, it was the usual stuff, Michelle telling me of how much she misses Tim. I know that he doesn't miss her like she misses him and I wish she would see it. I mean I know that the hardest thing to do is get over a guy but I mean, he has hurt her so many times over and over again that she has no reason to want to stay with him. And I think she gets mad that I talk about Kyle to her. I'm sorry for that. Well I am really glad that Tim finally sees how much me and Kyle care for each other. Maybe someday he will realize that this is what he wants and change to get it. But I doubt it. Anyway, that just really bothered me that Tim brang a girl for Kyle that other night. It didn't bother me because I was worried about him cheating on me, it bothered me because Tim is sposed to be Kyle's friend and he did that AFTER Kyle got done telling Tim how much he cared about me. I dunno I think that was really lame on Tim's part.
I stayed up last night watching a movie. I was gonna watch Dumb and Dumber but then I saw we the Terminal so I was like what the hell and put that in. I'm sorry I wasted my time. I didn't like it and I think that it was a waste of money. I wish I had watch Dumb and Dumber at least I would have gotten a good laugh. So anyway, the movie finally ends and I look at my watch, it is 3:51 so I'm like maybe I should go to bed, because if I watch another movie I might get in trouble. So I go to my room and get things ready for bed. Then second I lay down on my bed, my dad's alarm clock starts going off. Then about 20 minutes later, my mom comes in my room asking if I know where my phone is. So I hand it to her and lay back down. Right as I am dozing off, my dad comes down the stairs and yells for us to take the trash out. Me, being cold was like fuck it and rolled back over. So I finally shut my eyes to get to bed and my mom comes in looking for the brush. So I was like it's on my desk. So she left, then I got to sleep and my 4 year old brother comes in and was like Wake up Rachel it is the morning and people wake up in the morning. I was like I know I am awake and he was like why aren't you getting up if you are awake. So I ask him if he takes my heart pillow and he was like is that why you aren't awake. I was like yeah, so he goes into the living room and comes back, "oh your heart pillow is in the washer because I spilled something on it." So I again roll back over and say fuck it. But I swear to God that little boy wouldn't let me fuckin sleep. So I was forced to get up, because he has a knack for getting in trouble when people aren't watching him. So all in all I got about 45 minutes to an hour of sleep. Oh well, at least it happened on break.
Well I am going to go and watch my little brother. |
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[Dec. 24th, 2004|08:29 pm] |
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MERRY CHRISTMAS !!!! |
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| 30 things guys want girls to know |
[Dec. 22nd, 2004|10:24 pm] |
1. We're not as perverted as you think we all are.
2. No matter what YOU say, your ex-boyfriend IS a LOSER.
3. We like you to give us hugs and kisses sometimes too.
4. Don't argue with us when we call you beautiful.
5. Don't treat us like crap, what goes around comes around.
6. We know you're pretty, that's one of the reason's we're going out with you.
7. Don't go into detail about your period. It scares us.
8. If you have cramps and we ask you what's wrong, just tell us it's that time of the month and nothing more.
9. If you really liked us for us, you would let us think that our mustache, beard, or sideburns looked cool.
10. We never shave our legs. So get over it.
11. NEVER ask us if you can put makeup on us. It's just wrong................
12. Don't make bets about us, because one of your friends will tell us, if you don't.
13. When we tell you that you're not fat, believe us.
14. We absolutely do not care about the Backstreet Boys, *NSYNC, 98 Degrees, or what any other guy looks like for that matter.
15. We may not be able to pee accurately all of the time, but at least we can stand up and go pee.
16. Just cause you think you're always right, doesn't mean that you don't have to apologize when you do something "wrong."
17. You expect us to say and do sweet things for you, but it would be nice if you did the same every once in a while. We like to know that you love us.
18. We can't always be spontaneous, so try to help us make the plans sometimes.
19. Don't ask us to beat up another guy for you, cause you might get what you wish for.
20. Never kick us in the nuts "just to see what we would say". That's just mean.
21. Never pretend like you are going to break up with us and laugh when we believe you.
22. Pamela Anderson's boobs aren't fake anymore, but we like yours better anyway.
23. Size doesn't matter, except to idiots who don't want a relationship.
24. PMS is not an excuse.
25. If you want us to put the seat down when we're done, you should put it up when you're done.
26............ Don't tell us how cute your ex-boyfriend was. That doesn't turn us on.
27. And always remember: The way to a guys heart is through his stomach..... and maybe....oh nevermind.
28. NEVER ask us to kiss other guys. You might be that comfy with your friends, but to us it's just wrong.
29. We always notice how funny it is after your rip out our heart, stick it down our throat and still want to be friends.
30. And last but not least: We know you're not always right, but we'll pretend like you are anyway. |
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| Why do I have to be so morbid? |
[Dec. 22nd, 2004|02:10 pm] |
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http://www.crimelibrary.com/serial_killers/notorious/ripper/index_1.html
It's a very gruesome story but it is also interesting. It comes complete with gruesome pictures. It is about Jack the Ripper, if you have weak stomachs I don't advise that you read it. It gives detailed descriptions of the murders. Maybe that is what is so fascinating. That fact that this person could do so much damage to these women and never be caught.
thought i'd share. Read it if you are bored. . . |
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| bring on the shivers |
[Dec. 22nd, 2004|11:55 am] |
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I dont even know why I bother sleeping. It really doesn't help anymore. Like last night, I had to sleep on the couch because I came home and Bryan was sleeping in my bed. It would have been fine if Boo hadn't slept with me. lol. Every time I got comfy he would roll over and like sleep on top of me I mean he is 75 pounds, and so every time he did I would wake up. It sucked so bad. Now I am cold and shaking realyl bad and my sis is making me go get her clothes from teh dryer which is in the garage.
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| a short post |
[Dec. 22nd, 2004|01:05 am] |
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| [ | music |
| | the most depressing song - the get up kids | ] |
I saw Kyle tonight. I think he is my boyfriend now.
Ok now tell me how fucked up is this?!?! My Yves Rocher(french) lotion is MADE IN MEXICO. I saw that I was like hm...
I dont feel crappy because of Kyle so I dont want anyone to think that. I feel crappy because something I didn't do. Its hard to explain and frankly I dont think I wanna make it public. I dunno what to say. We both like each other, but he's joining the Marine Corps like after next summer so i dunno. I don't want to think that I am wasting my time, because I know for damn sure that i am not. But it is going to be so hard to see him leave. I saw a picture of a wounded soldier and like, I just immediately thought that that is what could happen to him and I don't want to go through the pain of that. Like that was somebodies, brother, son, husband or dad. And I don't know its just, the war seems more real when somebody you care for is fighting in it. I think the war is stupid and to see so many people's loved ones dying in the unjust war...it's too much to think about.
Well I think i am gonna go. I will tell my story of the events that occured tonight some other time. |
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| My theme song everyone!!!!! |
[Dec. 21st, 2004|02:11 am] |
| [ | I feel: |
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A la la la la la la la la la la
Oohh, oooh yeah
You walk up to me and say 'Feel like I know ya, baby'
And then take a sip of your cherry coke
Now, now who drinks a cherry coke
Maybe your nervous
I see that bead of sweat dancing on your cheek
Your words are like cheap champagne (cheap champagne)
I get the point but its much too sweet
I'm so tired of the dance
This carousel of superficial conversation gets me nowhere
So you can see my bra, underneath my shirt
Watch the wind, underneath my skirt
But that ain't the picture it's just a part
Everybody's got a story that could break your heart
See my eyes, don't see what I see
Touch my tongue, don't know what tastes good to me
Its the human condition that keeps us apart
Everybody's got a story that could break your heart
Yeah everybody's got a story that could break your heart
Lalalalalalalananana
Now who can read the mind of the redheaded girl next door
Or the taxi driver who just dropped you off
Or the, or the classmate that you ignore
Don't assume everything on the surface is what you see
Cause that classmate just lost her mother
And that taxi driver's got a PHD
I'm so tired of the fear
That weighs us down with wrong assumptions
A broken heart's a natural function
So you can see my bra, underneath my shirt
Watch the wind, underneath my skirt
But that ain't the picture it's just a part
Everybody's got a story that could break your heart
See my eyes, don't see what I see
Touch my tongue, don't know what tastes good to me
Its the human condition that keeps us apart
Everybody's got a story that could break your heart
See my bra, underneath my shirt
Watch the wind, underneath my skirt
But that ain't the picture it's just a part
Everybody's got a story that could break your heart
lalalalalalala dadadada
So dig deep (dig deep)
Deeper than the image that you see (dig deep)
Lift the film and let your true self breath(dig deep)
Show the world the beauty underneath
See my bra, underneath my shirt
Watch the wind, underneath my skirt
But that ain't the picture it's just a part
Everybody's got a story that could break your heart
See my eyes, don't see what I see
Touch my tongue, don't know what tastes good to me
Its the human condition that keeps us apart
Everybody's got a story that could break your heart
See my bra, underneath my shirt
Watch the wind, underneath my skirt
But that ain't the picture it's just a part
Everybody's got a story that could break your heart
See my eyes, don't see what I see
Touch my tongue, don't know what tastes good to me
Its the human condition that keeps us apart
Everybody's got a story that could break your heart |
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[Dec. 20th, 2004|11:47 pm] |
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so, I was thinking about it, and you know how I said that for my 18th birthday party everyone would be naked? Well, I think we are just gonna go in our underwear instead. Partly because I am not up for the whole orgy thing. |
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[Dec. 20th, 2004|11:01 pm] |
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I like Kyle Wright a lot!There NOW it is official! |
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[Dec. 20th, 2004|12:29 am] |
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I feel sick. My back hurts and I can't breathe and I think I might puke while I'm at it so I am gonna go, puke, take pills, and probably lay down.
Despite being sick and all I am in a VERY good mood. Dunno why. |
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[Dec. 19th, 2004|11:59 am] |
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I've never been this happy. OMG I don't think words can even explain it. |
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